I Got The Job (And Halloween)

 Somehow, miraculously, and through the grace of God...I actually got the job at Gorman Learning Center!  I think I'm in shock, actually.  I still can't believe it!  It will be Monday through Thursday from approximately 8:00 to 3:45 or so.  I'll be getting paid $29.00 per hour!  SO crazy!  I just can't believe that I actually got the job!  I honestly felt like I failed the interview and was feeling extremely embarrassed about it.  I have been so discouraged over the past few weeks since the interview not knowing what I was going to do with myself.  Feeling unqualified for everything.  Today, after accepting the job, I felt good about myself and my capabilities for the first time in a long time.  I don't feel capable for the job, but, with the Lord's help, I will be able to do it.  I told Heavenly Father that I needed a job...something that will get me out of the house and meeting people.  How am I supposed to Love, Share, and Invite if I don't meet anyone?  Substitute teaching would help me meet people, but I wouldn't see the same people two days in a row.  With this job, I will have a stable schedule and I will be able to see the same people on a regular basis.  This is new territory for me.  I have not worked (out of the home) in 14 years!  And now I'm going to go to a real job and earn a pay check.  I hope it will work out with our kids.  I don't want them to feel neglected.  I hope it will be okay.  I think it will be fine...I will be working when they are at school, they will spend time with Grandma or Jon (whoever picks them up that day) and then I'll be home.  Things will practically be the same...right?  To be honest, I don't know what to expect.  I just feel like I need to give it a shot.  I need to try it out.  It could be a good thing...it could be a bad thing.  But I will never know unless I give it a shot.  Here's to trying something new!

I am making at least 20 of these Nativities.  It's actually a lot of fun and I am looking forward to making other things in the future.  They aren't perfect, but I'm learning.


We had a little Halloween Family Feast on Halloween (since Halloween was on a Sunday this year we didn't go door-to-door trick-or-treating).







We had our ward trunk-or-treat on Friday the 29th!  Jon and I dressed up as ghostbusters and our car had a fog machine...it was pretty fun!  I didn't get many decent pictures.





Cruella!  She looked beautiful!



Snow White for School and Elsa for the Trunk-or-Treat!






Slimer!





Waldo!




Aang, The Last Airbender!





Cruella went to Seminary!





Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

2021 Summary

Image
 2021...What a year! Some Highlights: I read the Book of Mormon 4 times this year (one time I finished in 29 days!) We studied the Doctrine and Covenants for Come follow Me! Lizzie Started Highschool (and seminary)! William started Kindergarten! I got depressed being home without the kids...so I got my first job in 14 years! I was called to be the ward Young Women President in January. Jon is still serving in the Bishopric, this year as the 2nd Counselor. Bryce was ordained to the office of a Deacon and serves as the Deacon Quorum President. Jon broke his foot in March and had to have surgery. Our fruit trees produced no fruit this year, which was sad. Lizzie was extremely sick for about 2 months.  She had ovarian cysts, major constipation, and valley fever! We had the opportunity to listen to two General Conferences, which are my favorite holiday's. We went to Last Vegas after Christmas 2020, we went to Utah for Kynzlee's baptism, we went to Utah for the 4th of July holiday, ...
Read more

Another Lag in Posting

Image
 I apologize for not writing very often.  I have just had a few really bad days this week.  Emotionally unstable days where I could barely make myself do the bare minimum.  Updating the blog wasn't number one on my priority list.  I'm feeling much better now, but I just can't properly document the past week.  Sorry! The days where I experience mental health challenges really get to me.  I feel like I'm in a dark place and trapped in my own mind, drowning in negativity, self-doubt, and self-loathing.  It's extremely powerful.  Thankfully, it is not like that every day of my life, as it is with those who suffer from severe depression.  I can't imagine not being able to snap out of it.  My "bad days" correlate very closely to my time of the month.  For about a week out of every month I feel very poorly, emotionally.  It's a hormonal imbalance that I feel is worse than most women.  At least I am unaware of any women who s...
Read more
Image
 I saw this quote today and wanted to post it here: "The same God that placed that star in a precise orbit millennia before it appeared over Bethlehem in celebration of the birth of the Babe has given at least equal attention to placement of each of us in precise human orbits so that we may, if we will, illuminate the landscape of our individual lives, so that our light may not only lead others but warm them as well." Elder Neal A. Maxwell I have read this quote before and I have always liked it.  It makes me think of all of the wonderful people whom I've been able to meet in my life and who have had profound influences on me.  I don't believe in coincidences.  I believe that God knew exactly who I would need in my life.  He placed specific people in my life at the precise time that I needed them.  Sometimes they stayed a while, other times they went their own ways.  Yet they left their footprints in my heart and they will never be forgotten.  It'...
Read more