
I had a really good conversation with Jon last night after the kids went to bed. We talked about my feelings and why I want to have another baby so badly. Oh my goodness, I want another baby so badly. Jon brought up that maybe I'm just having a hard time letting go of the baby/child-bearing stage of my life. That is an understatement. I most definitely am having a difficult time moving on. I miss the baby stage so much. Honestly, I think maybe I'm feeling a little depressed. My mind keeps going back to the times in my life where I have felt the happiest. Those times were the times that I found out I was pregnant, giving birth, and all of the joys that come with having a newborn baby. There is nothing better than a newborn baby. They bring so much joy and happiness into a family. Nothing can compare. Perhaps, in my mind, I not only want to have another baby, but I want to have another baby so that I can feel th...