Still Feeling Sad

I don't know why, but I still feel sad about being released so suddenly and unexpectedly from my calling in Young Women's. It was just something that hurt so badly and I'm still feeling the loss. It's just been such a struggle. Today I had to go into the Young Women class really quickly because Lizzie was being set apart as the new 1st Counselor in the YW class. The bulletin board that I put up in January was gone. The young women class presidency from our new ward was formally released with a vote of thanks...and my heart hurt because the class presidency that I was working with so lovingly over the past year did not ever get such a former release. I gave Bailey (the former class president from our old ward) a hug afterwards and told her that I wish that she was released in a similar manner. It's hard feeling like you were just suddenly erased from everything. Just being back in the Young Women room brought tears to my eyes....