School Starts in 10 days!

It just hit me today that school starts in 10 days! Not just typical school...but home school for an 8th-grader, a 6th-grader, a 3rd-grader, a 1st-grader, and a preschooler. Along with home schooling, Jon will be working his 3 jobs from home. And his parents and grandma will be moving in with us. All in the middle of a Pandemic. Am I going to be able to do this? Am I strong enough? Will I be able to handle all of this emotionally? Will I snap? Will I start being a person that I don't want to be due to all of the stress and chaos around me? I'm actually getting a little nervous for it all. Honestly, I'm most nervous about Jon's parents and grandma moving in. This means that the house will always be crowded, always busy, always messy...and I will have no escape. I pray that I will be able to make it through. I feel like such a bad person to even be concerned about it all. I'm sorry. Today I spen...